always.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

You're my sunshine.

I'm going to be 18 like finally, in a few days time. It sucks to have UT on your birthday, furthermore a module which i hate. So i guess i won't be going anywhere on my birthday. Perhaps a dinner with family. But i'm looking forward to all the belated celebrations, 1 with rugby peeps on the 8th, & 1 with WS dear friends on the 14th, . And i hope i don't received photo albums, keychains or caps or whatever for my birthday. Since i won't be using and it'll be kinda like a waste of money. So here's my wishlist(in order of importance, lol):

.1. Physio book! ( F for ut, how's that?)
2. A new backpack (my straps all like dropping off)
3. Crocs, sandals, slippers, i'm not superstitious, i'm a size6. (mine are wearing off)
4,New boots, (the sole are coming off)
5. Shoe bag
6. New wallet
7. A big bear from built-a-bear
8. Cute necklaces&braclets&earings
9. S.H.E new album ( too broke to get it)
10. Dresses
11. Somebody teach me how to bake!

Haha, i knw i'm a bit bu yao lian to expect so much from others. But then, sometimes it's quite nice to just dream of it, even thou it might not be happening. Okay, gna continue watching my tv.
And oh lastly, i would love to have some cake from
http://www.chocabloc.biz/index.html
for my birthday. It looks so delicious that i can feel me saliva dripping while typing thise post.

Can't get you outta my head.

Omg gossip girls Ep 8 was so nice! Chuke and blaire look nice tgt, and i don't understand why nate actually would kiss jenny! i rather see him with serena/blaire. And i don't really like her new hairstyle. But anw drifting away from that, PP assesment today was alright. Didn't really screwed it up, Dave said my presentation was quite smooth. But the assesor said that there're some complications in my comparison. Hope i don't fail bcus of that.

Anw new update, support please. Thanks.
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

And now i can headly breath.

i'm presenting in about an hour time, and i'm so excited yet nervous. I don't wna fail and repeat this PP, omg. Why can't mine be in the mrng, so i've nothing to worry about and spend my day happily. i knw i study psychology, and confidence will help you win half the better. But omg, putting what you've learnt into used is so hard. I need some self talk now!

Monday, October 27, 2008

the eyes are the nipples of the face

Training was super fun today, with the presence of Uncle T-jian. Swam a hard 2km, & did a few sets of kicking relay, & played of few games of our modified scissors paper stone. Ate lunch at 925, came back and did up the blogshop. Gna go print the poster tml before work, thn wed would be PP assesment. damm scared can. ):

Aragon you are so cute please! :D

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Hello holiday.

Currently watching HSM2 sing along session on chanel5, tml might be watching HSM3 after trng. Anw trng will be brought forward to tml, instead of wed. Bcus it's a public holiday and for certain -- reasons. So i've to give the sentosa trip with the ruggers a miss, sorry but nvm there's still another time. Now i'm waiting for bf to come and spend the night over, bcus i'll be the good girl who wakes up on time tml to wake him for for trng. :D

Thursday, October 23, 2008

A sign to start, a word to stop.

Met up with W34A classmates for lunch, everybody's still much the same, the whole lunch was full of laughter. Apparently all of us have become fatter! Zarifah still as bitchy, amin still so cuckoo, yongxiang still known for his laughter, nabilah still as head bang, daz still so much for her rubbish, jane still the nice lady, and lastly daiyu i don't knw what to say cause i see you almost every wk. I miss being in the same class as them. Too bad good things don't last. Leisure planning today is so boring, i haven't been listening at all. All i do was watching grey's. Trng later at stupid koufu field. So dead, bored dead. ZZZ!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Rain rain come again.

Nebo touch on sunday. It was so hot, i'm yet agian burned. & the continuous shouting during the games make my cough worst. My temperature was 37.1 on monday. Gng to amk central with my mum later, to get the physio book print. And i'm thinking how i'm gng to carry the 4bks home when it's ready to be collected. Now nutrition class is so boring, i want to slap the faci.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

you make a good saving net

IVP swimming last weekend, swimsuit line is so obvious now & it has drained away all my energy. i've been waking up early for the whole of last wk. And i know jin loves me more than her B because i rock her stinky toes!

Anw it was WS team dinner on sunday at SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET. Food was quite alright, but the company was great. We've fun stuffing wasabi into food&drinks, & playing acting & make them eat.

Post nationals briefing, many things to ponder&reflect about. I think having cliques in a team is inevitable. Who wouldn't want to spend time with people who they've common interest& could communicate well? And since WS is a team ranging from diff age grp, generation gap could be the prob.

I think it's almost impossible for everybody to have the same motivation, bcus from what i've learnt in sch, some people work intrinsically; some work extrinsically. & it depends how long their passion will bring them to. I admit i'm more intrinsically motivated at the beach then the pool, bcus i can see the rewards from my effort. It's not like i didn't work hard at the pool, but things just doesn't changed. And what else can i do? I feel more than anyone else do.

Sometimes solutions could be suggested&worked on, but i think it's human nature to want to stay in their comfort zone. It's wrong to assume that people don't try, perhaps they just can't adapt to the changes. I admit until now, i still couldn't mix well with the people from the development team & i still miss the presences of the TAN family.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Brand new, selling it off bcus i've big fat butt.
Letting go at $25.
Please help, thanks.

PHYSIO IS MAKING ME SICK.
SUCKS SO BADLY!
UT LTR, TELL ME ABT IT.

Friday, October 10, 2008

i need your loving hands to come & pick me up.

Again & again, history is repeating itself.
I'm so sick of trying so hard.
Because my effort weren't paid off,
nobody appreciate it at all.
It makes me feel so unwanted.

I seriously don't knw what i'm hanging onto,
other than the friends.
Because there are no other reason for me to stay.

Monday, October 06, 2008

Words without actions means nothing.

Partyworlded ytd, super fun.
As usual PC would be the one starting off,
and everybody's voice was like shit
as it was early in the mrng.
2 Newcomers join us in k-ing,
Alvin the ahpek & Jx the potato.

Went to tpy to sign contract for lg thn,
talk abt rules for 1.5hrs.
Wasted so much time standing.
But nvm, at least spend my weekends effectively.
Thn went to lib, & i borrowed 2 books.
& surprising, under our influence PC borrowed 1.
I doubt he will actually spend time finishing it thou.

Sch is so boring today.
Bcus they are out there fishing,
& i can't go bcus i got test in the afternooon! ):

Sunday, October 05, 2008

down with leonardism

kbox tml, like finally.
i'm so desperate to sing.
too bad laopo won't be there.

i miss days like this;
when we enjoy with no worries.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

tonight

my parents are damm cute,
both of them unknowingly brought
DURIAN tua sah piah for me.
& now i've like 20plus of it to finish.
i think i've to bring it to sch for breakfast.
i love durians but it makes me so fat! ):

trng was brought forward to 3pm today.
PT a lot, stroke correction.
die die also must make my right hand bend more,
it not i cannot swim any faster. zzz.

School again tml, sian.
But nvm, i'm watching painted skin with mummy tml!
thn perhaps friday i will watch connected/mirrors.
So many shows i wna watch.
i'm watching house bunny with bf&all before trng. <3